Tinnitus – ROJoson Health

April 17, 2024

History

I started having tinnitus on the left ear – February 2024 – on and off, usually morning, lasting for about 5 minutes.

The sound is like ticking of a clock – not coinciding with my pulse rate. The ticking sound is faster than my pulse rate.

April 12, 2024; April 14, 2024 – had it again.

None on April 13, 2024, April 15, 16, and 17.

Will observe.

My wife said it’s part of aging process.


May 1, 2024

From April 18 to May 1, 2024 – NONE

Conclusion: episodic – don’t worry already.

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Dying a natural death and suicide

April 5, 2024

Retrieved this 2016 reminder:

I have to die a natural death.

I cannot commit suicide. Sin. Shame. Don’t know how.

I don’t know when I am going to die.

When still alive,

Live on!

Live each day (15 hours of activities)!

Enjoy each day!

Be satisfied and contented each day!

Have projects!



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ROJoson Spiritual Mission during the Holy Week

March 28, 2024

Starting 2022 after the COVID19 lockdown in 2020 – have not used the days in the Holy Week to go to out-of-town or out-of-country places for recreation and vacation reasons.  Have just stayed home in Makati and participated in my parish church activities.

Will continue this practice hopefully for the rest of my life.   2022, 2023, 2024 – now on my third year on staying in my residence and participating in my parish church Lenten activities.

I will dub this as my Spiritual Mission during the Holy Week. This is to contrast it with my Surgical Mission Project outside the Holy Week.

Things I will do as a routine during the Holy Week (objectives: spiritual reflection and spiritual renewal)

  • Confession before or during Holy Week
  • Stations of the Cross (one at Holy Friday, one before Holy Friday) – Stations of the Cross of St. Francis of Assissi and St. Alphonsus Liquori or other version)
  • Recollections – by the local parish
  • Services in the local parish – such as Anointing of the Sick on Holy Thursday; Evening Mass of the Lord’s Supper; Good Friday of Our Lord’s Passion; Easter Vigil, etc.
  • Watch videos on life of Jesus, His passion, death and resurrection
  • Fasting and abstinence
  • Alms giving and compassionate humanitarian program

Hope to be able to maintain these resolutions for the rest of my life.



In 2024,

I was invited to be one of the 12 apostles to participate in the washing of the feet ceremony on Holy Thursday (March 28, 2024). This included a procession during the preceding Palm Sunday (March 24, 2024)

March 28, 2024 – Holy Thursday – Fr. Gerry Santos . our parish priest at Saint Andrew the Apostle Parish, washing my foot (part of rite of washing the feet of the Apostles). After this, I went around the community in the Church and washed the foot of a guy. (Served – Returned Service)

Question I asked myself – during the rite: Is this a sign that I am going to be an apostle, to be a saint? I did not aspire to be one of the 12 apostles in the Holy Thursday rites. Last month, out of the blue, Joji of SMV invited me, I was hesitant – I told Joji, just choose from the lay ministers of Saint Andrew. and then Jackie pushed me. I hope I will not be Judas Iscariot.


Here are my 2024 documentations in 2024 Holy Week in Facebook:


Here is my post on Easter Sunday – Spiritual Renewal – 2024:

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Don’t be sad – depressed if not all people you invited will attend your PEP Talk and Cancer Crusaders Club Meet

March 22, 2024

Don’t be sad-depressed if not all people you invited will attend to your ROJoson PEP Talk / to your Cancer Crusaders Club Annual Meet.

This is a reality of life. Not all will attend. In fact, usually only a few.

People have their own life schedules! their own priorities! their own mindset as to the importance of the activity!

Let them be!

Accept this reality of life!

Don’t be sad-depressed!

Be contented if at least 1% of those you invited will attend. Be contented and understanding if only one person will attend.

ROJoson’s strategy to have a peace of mind! Acceptance of reality of life and be contented!

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ROJoson Masaya Moments – Joyful Moments

March 26, 2024

Masaya Moments! Joyful Moments!

ROJoson Masaya Moments – Joyful Moments (ROJ – MM – JM)!

Thought of this project in March 25, 2024 after my Lenten confession in March 24, 2024 as part of my resolution for improvement.

A project for my serotonin and motivation booster!

Will pattern after “count your blessing and name them one by one and see what the Lord has done.”

I will count my ROJ-MM-JM to boost my moral / my spirit everyday! I will count to combat my recurring anxiety and depression everyday! To continuously find joy in loving and serving God, family, neighbors and of course, myself!

Will have a daily monitoring and counting everyday and include them in my Daily Examen before I sleep / retire in the evening. Will include masaya and joyful moments from both big and small stuffs in my daily life and activities! Will target at least 8 masaya and joyful moments during my 16 waking hours each day! Will list down in a piece of paper!

Will reinforce my resolutions before: Be contented each day! Be ready to die with a peaceful mind and contentment each day at 12 midnight!

Will modify these to: Be contented each day! Be masaya and joyful each day! Be grateful of the masaya and joyful moments each day! Be ready to die with a joyful and peaceful mind and contentment each day at 12 midnight!



Samples

March 25, 2024

ROJ-MM-JM

  • Garbage truck collection of my bamboos
  • Certification from SMV
  • Poop
  • Full bath in attic
  • Hazel interaction
  • Carleen house blessing with socialization
  • Conversation with Rueben and wife
  • Father Longo
  • Siesta
  • ROJoson PEP Talk: High Blood Pressure Management
  • Exercise
  • Roberto Sarmiento
  • Holy Walk


March 26, 2024

  • Safe travel to MDH (to and fro)
  • Clinic
  • Lunch in MDH
  • Siesta
  • Holy Walk
  • Recollection
  • Exercise
  • Got meals for the next 3 days

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ROJoson Journey to Heaven Notes

In 2018, I wrote:

Journey on Earth – Destination to Heaven

Posted on June 4, 2018 by reyojoson

Excerpts:

Destination: Heaven

Strategy:

Based on Scripture and enshrined in the Catechism of the Catholic Church—that “those who die in God’s grace and friendship and are perfectly purified, live forever with Christ” 


Know, love and serve God
Know – Bible reading, attend masses
Love – Obey commandments
Serve – Family and Community


Greatest commandments: 
– Love God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind and with all your strength.
– Love your neighbor as yourself.




Journey on Earth

ROJoson’s Life Plan (first cut up to 70 years old)

Life goals inclusive of heaven target.

Professional goals

Non-professional goals



In 2022, I made these plans on ROJoson Journey to Heaven:





In 2024, upon reaching 75 years old on January 31, 2024, in my 3rd phase of my Intentional Living Plan (2024-2032), I recommit my Journey to Heaven Program.

Using LOVE, the GREATEST COMMANDMENTS on LOVE as overall guides: loving the Lord our God with all our hearts, all our soul, and all our mind and loving our neighbours as ourselves

Everyday, upon waking up – I will accomplish my obligation to LOVE – to have 4 LOVES – and to find joy in accomplishing my 4 LOVES.

LOVE GOD – through my obey and trust God program – must have joy in doing this

LOVE FAMILY – through my support my family program – must have joy in doing this

LOVE NEIGHBORS – through my compassionate humanitarian program – must have joy in doing this

LOVE OURSELVES / YOURSELF – through my healthy lifestyle and peace of mind program – must have joy in doing this

Oftentimes, I miss out / falter on to love myself. Have to remind myself on this.


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Love – How – Live by the Day – Find Joy

LOVE
GREATEST COMMANDMENTS on LOVE
loving the Lord our God with all our hearts, all our soul, and all our mind and loving our neighbours as ourselves

Everyday, upon waking up – LOVE – 4 LOVES – accomplish and find joy

LOVE GOD – through my obey and trust God program – must have joy in doing this
LOVE FAMILY – through my support my family program – must have joy in doing this
LOVE NEIGHBORS – through my compassionate humanitarian program – must have joy in doing this
LOVE OURSELVES / YOURSELF – through my healthy lifestyle and peace of mind program – must have joy in doing this

Oftentimes, I miss out / falter on to love myself. REMINDER, RESET, REFOCUS, RECOMMIT, RESOLVE – 24mar8 / 24mar12
ROJoson 5Rs – 2024
#roj5rs2024

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ROJoson’s Living by the Day or Living One Day at a Time – Revisited 2024

Premises:

I may die anytime! I may die today!

I should be ready to die anytime!  I should be ready to die today!

I should be contented when I die today!

I should be ready to die anytime and today and be contented at the time of my death!

I have to do what I have to do before I die anytime and today and be contented at whatever I have accomplished so far and also today, as long as I am on the right track following my Intentional Living  Plan (long-term, short-term and daily or specifically, ILP -2024 to 2032; ILP yearly; ILP monthly; ILP daily) 

I should be contented if I accomplish at least 3 tasks / activities in a day in the realms of my SPMARS exercises (Spiritual, Physical, Mental, Appreciation, Relaxation, and Socialization Exercises with priorities being on SPM).

I should be contented if I accomplish at least 3 tasks / activities in a day the following: 2013 resolutions (still apt in 2024):

  • Medical practice – clinics, operations, writings
  • Medical education – conferences, teachings, writings
  • Hospital administration – writings, teachings
  • Public health education – writings, lectures
  • Family bonding
  • Exercise-relaxation
  • Social networking

I should be contented each day (at least 3 tasks / activities per day) and I should be ready to die with a peace of mind and contentment each day at 12 midnight.




Preparations:

Intentional Living Plan – 2024 to 2032 with breakdown into:

  • Yearly Intentional Living Plan (Yearly Bonus Life Span and Extended Mission-Service)
  • Monthly Intentional Living Plan
  • Daily Intentional Living Plan


with focus on: (will review and refine the plans below)

Journey to Heaven Plan

Daily Intentional Living Plan (with daily routines)



Specific Programs and Projects for 2024 to 2032

Journey to Heaven Program

Project Saint / Holiness

Project Evangelization

ROJoson Intentional Living Plan

ROJoson Intentional Living Plan Project

ROJoson PEP Talk

ROJoson Cancer Crusaders Club

ROJoson Cancer Survivor Registry

ROJoson Compassionate Humanitarian Program

Medical Education Program (2024 t0 2032)

Surgical Education Program (2024 to 2032)

Hospital Quality and Safe Management System Project (2024 to 2032)

ROJoson Tips for General Surgeons

ROJoson Lecture Project

Project Surgical Mission

ROJoson Telemedicine

Counting Marbles Project

ROJoson Endorsements to Family Project

ROJoson Project WIFE

ROJoson Project Family Bonding

ROJosonZooMustahan

ROJoson Blogging and Social Media Projecgt

ROJoson Staying Alive and Not Crippled Program

ROJoson Mental Health Program

ROJoson Telemedical Consultation Project
ROJoson Face-t0-Face Medical Consultation Project

ROJoson Patient-Centered Care Management Program

ROJoson Tuesday with Morrie Project

ROJoson Error Learning Experience Project




  • Yearly Intentional Living Plan (Yearly Bonus Life Span and Extended Mission-Service)
  • Monthly Intentional Living Plan
  • Daily Intentional Living Plan

Daily Intentional Living Plan – Things to Do Everyday – Daily Journal – Daily Examen

Monthly Intentional Living Plan  – Things to Do Every Month – Monthly Counting Marbles  – Monthly Examen

Yearly Intentional Living Plan – Yearly Plan derived from 2024-2032 Intentional Living Plan – Yearly Evaluation / Yearly Performance Review  – Yearly Examen



First written: 24feb7

Updated: 24mar3



ROJoson Bonus Lifespan and Extended Mission

January 31, 2024 to January 30, 2032 to January 30, 2034

YearFeb 1, 2024AgeMarbles  
1202576   
2202677   
3202778   
4202879   
5202980260  
      
6203081   
7203182   
8203283156Project Jackie 
      

Target  Project Jackie

Reset. Refocus. Recommit. Resolutions. Reminders. (ROJ 5Rs)

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ROJoson 3s File Management – 5Rs

February 23, 2024

ROJoson 5Rs – Reset, Refocus, Recommit, Resolve, Remind

on FILE MANAGEMENT specifically on ROJoson 3s Files (3s – Inforshare, Inspire, Improve Files)

Challenge – I find it TOO TEDIOUS to archive and back-up all my blogs for Infoshare, Inspire, Improve purposes. I will use the time and effort spent to archive and back-up all my 3s Files on writing and blogging MORE. I feel I still have a lot to write and blogs for 3s purposes.

I will be selective – to back-up or not to back-up. I will decide on the importance in terms of 3s and nature of contents.

I will decide whether to just put in the cloud (online – Facebook, WordPress, Google Sites, Slideshare, Scribd – my current cloud venues) or back-up in my USB, external hard drive, and laptop.

My decision – SELECTIVE – not to have regrets if a file is lost to oblivion.

Principles:

To DISSEMINATE / BLAST my 3s files (for infoshare, inspire and improve) as soon as possible, as much as possible, as long as possible while I am still alive and not crippled to blog and while the free online hostings are still on. I will endorse to my son and daughter to maintain my free online hostings as long as possible after I become crippled or die.

To be contented with my BEST EFFORT (and should NOT have REGRETS if my 3s Files are lost) as long as I have BLASTED them as soon as possible, as much as possible and as long as possible with the thought that somehow some (I don’t expect all) people have BENEFITED from my infoshare, inspire and improve files at some time or another and in small or large degree or extent.

Rs on my 3s Files – February 23, 2023

For my 3rd phase of Intentional Living Plan (2024-2032)

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Journal Notes Collection – 2023 and before

23Jul29 / 23Aug5 (Sat)

Make at least GOOD, if not FULL use of each HOUR during the day.

Jot down activities and tasks (and projects) every hour.



21Dec3

Do you love yourself?

Do you love yourself enough to stay healthy and not to be crippled for as long as possible? For at least 70 years, the average lifespan of Filipinos and human beings?

Do you love yourself enough to plan and prepare your life after death, if you believe there is an afterlife either in heaven or in hell?

If yes, make an intentional living plan to try your best to accomplish your goals and objectives in this earthly life and in the life after death (that is, if you are not an atheist)?


23Aug9 (Wed)

Waiting for my LAST BREATH!

While waiting, do something —-

Remaining acts in life!

  • Ask God for forgiveness of my sins!
  • Bid good-bye to Jackie and Lance and Therese!
  • Do my mission in life!


23Jul25 (Tues)

I am not dying yet!

I am not yet crippled!
I don’t have physical illness yet!
Live on!

Live by the Day!

Do something ! My mission!



23jul21 (Fri)

Am I contented?

Am I overthinking?

Am I depressed?

Retired / resigned to be a hermit!

Some saints have preferred hermit life over a public life! Prayers! Writings!

Can I not do the same?



RESIGNED TO

RETIRED TO

RESOLVED TO

FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE – 9 YEAR, 8 YEARS, —–

NO PUBLIC SPEAKING!

JUST WRITING!

ONCE A WEEK CLINIC!

BE CONTENTED WITH NUMBER OF PATIENTS AND INCOME!



23JAN25 (Wed)

I AM UNIQUE!

DO NOT COMPARE!

CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY!

NOT TO BE DEPRESSED!

NO MORE RAT RACE!

DO NOT PANIC!

DO NOT BE ANXIOUS!

BE PASSIONATE ABOUT PEP TALK AND OTHER THINGS!



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